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Jessica Gorden
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Im Jessica. Im in my 20's, have a beautiful daughter, and I :heart: to draw! Mostly TLK...
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Make it stop, the anxiety
the pain,
the torture,
Im so drained.
I can't feel anything but sadness
Its fucking crazy
My life is madness
Ive become so numb
to the core, my heart is sore.
I walked through hell
and to everyone I tell
you all dont listen.
I wish the happiness would hit instead of missin'
I want to smile these 2 make it worth the fight
though part of me doesnt see the light

help me find it

-Poem by Jess
Emo Ass Poem
Been struggling alot lately with depression. I write poetry when im sad; to show the others the pain I feel.
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Colors Of The Rainbow
ANOTHER TIGER only colored in on DA muro...u can see the sketch piece in my gallery.
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pls watch me -Jess :heart:
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Simba and the Hyenas COLORED
i never know what to put in the descriptions...hmm well i drew this picture FREE HAND on paper back in 2013 ...i was volunteering at a pet shop and was making signs for the owner to put up...she would like pay me to draw things...this was gonna be on the bathroom and say "i dont like to be watched, so pls knock" but i decided to keep it...i just colored it in on MA muro today XD i am in :heart: with it 
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I went through a pretty fucked up year but I think now everything is finally gonna be okay. :)
  • Listening to: Slipknot-Killpop
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Drinking: shit to numb the pain
so i know that I use the deviant art journal for more emotional stuff. but what else am i supposed to right about? if i were to do fan FIX or songs i could just go to submit art...so whats this for? venting? thats what i always thought journals were for...but i could be wrong lol. anyways...shits getting better for me...except for my sister making her "disowning me" thing official. she's gone. i feel like she died like thats how lost i feel without her. except she didn't die...she legit jut wants nothing to do with me...how? we were so damn close! i NEED her...especially with all the crap i'm going thru that no one knows about. and especially since half the ppl i know think that i'm lying. anyways....

i need drawing ideas...im drawing a blank...i really want to draw how i feel. but i cant. usually i can...but everything in my head is just so complicated right now...if i think of ideas...it always comes back to a drawing of me either alone with ppl around who dont hear me screaming...or...me staring out a window with the words "ALONE" on it. i need friends. I've been thru some shit...i need support. not therapy crap. I've been, doesnt help. im 24 years old. need friends my age...ive seen 13 reasons why recently...and sadly, it made me think about myself...how im telling everyone how shit happened and they either dont believe me or twist my words and spread rumors. i feel like im in a room screaming and like no one notices? i have a daughter...i live for her. but... people say im a bad mom a liar, etc etc makes me think would she be better off without me? 

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aw i love it thank you <3 xoxo
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's May 30th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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Cheeseburger911 Featured By Owner May 30, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
<3 thank u
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner May 30, 2017
Happy birthday! :D
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Cheeseburger911 Featured By Owner May 30, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
thank u!
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner May 30, 2017
No problem! :3
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