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Jessica Gorden
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Im Jessica. Im in my 20's, have a beautiful daughter, and I :heart: to draw! Mostly TLK...
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you know whats funny ...u all read my help me journal entries more than the others...but they are cries for help. where r the comments and advice i literally bed for in the journal? y'all wanna stop suicide? this is how ppl! im miserable...not saying i want to die...but when people like me beg for help from potential friends and its not given...it often leads to suicide..ever see 13 reasons why? she had NOBODY at the end...and neither do i
  • Listening to: Slipknot-Killpop
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Drinking: shit to numb the pain
so i know that I use the deviant art journal for more emotional stuff. but what else am i supposed to right about? if i were to do fan FIX or songs i could just go to submit art...so whats this for? venting? thats what i always thought journals were for...but i could be wrong lol. anyways...shits getting better for me...except for my sister making her "disowning me" thing official. she's gone. i feel like she died like thats how lost i feel without her. except she didn't die...she legit jut wants nothing to do with me...how? we were so damn close! i NEED her...especially with all the crap i'm going thru that no one knows about. and especially since half the ppl i know think that i'm lying. anyways....

i need drawing ideas...im drawing a blank...i really want to draw how i feel. but i cant. usually i can...but everything in my head is just so complicated right now...if i think of ideas...it always comes back to a drawing of me either alone with ppl around who dont hear me screaming...or...me staring out a window with the words "ALONE" on it. i need friends. I've been thru some shit...i need support. not therapy crap. I've been, doesnt help. im 24 years old. need friends my age...ive seen 13 reasons why recently...and sadly, it made me think about myself...how im telling everyone how shit happened and they either dont believe me or twist my words and spread rumors. i feel like im in a room screaming and like no one notices? i have a daughter...i live for her. but... people say im a bad mom a liar, etc etc makes me think would she be better off without me? 
  • Listening to: Slipknot-Killpop
  • Playing: Minecraft
  • Drinking: shit to numb the pain
so i know that I use the deviant art journal for more emotional stuff. but what else am i supposed to right about? if i were to do fan FIX or songs i could just go to submit art...so whats this for? venting? thats what i always thought journals were for...but i could be wrong lol. anyways...shits getting better for me...except for my sister making her "disowning me" thing official. she's gone. i feel like she died like thats how lost i feel without her. except she didn't die...she legit jut wants nothing to do with me...how? we were so damn close! i NEED her...especially with all the crap i'm going thru that no one knows about. and especially since half the ppl i know think that i'm lying. anyways....

i need drawing ideas...im drawing a blank...i really want to draw how i feel. but i cant. usually i can...but everything in my head is just so complicated right now...if i think of ideas...it always comes back to a drawing of me either alone with ppl around who dont hear me screaming...or...me staring out a window with the words "ALONE" on it. i need friends. I've been thru some shit...i need support. not therapy crap. I've been, doesnt help. im 24 years old. need friends my age...ive seen 13 reasons why recently...and sadly, it made me think about myself...how im telling everyone how shit happened and they either dont believe me or twist my words and spread rumors. i feel like im in a room screaming and like no one notices? i have a daughter...i live for her. but... people say im a bad mom a liar, etc etc makes me think would she be better off without me? 

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aw i love it thank you <3 xoxo
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's May 30th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team :love:

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Cheeseburger911 Featured By Owner May 30, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
<3 thank u
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Jasperinity Featured By Owner May 30, 2017
Happy birthday! :D
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Cheeseburger911 Featured By Owner May 30, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
thank u!
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No problem! :3
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